Tuesday, June 30, 2009

MAP

Dar
... sent this to me XDD
wiiii~~~
Do You Have A Map?
Can You Give Me?
I Wan The Map Of Urs
So I Can Find The Way To Ur Heart~
And Tight It WIth My Heart
So Our Heart Is Forever Together~~
**u've the map right on your hands now..**
** please keep walking towards it**
** Dont stop**

Monday, June 29, 2009

BITCHOLOGY

Bitchology

Being a bitch means...... standing up for myself and my beliefs, i stand up for those i love, i speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my way. I won´t compromise whats in my heart i live my life MY way. I won´t allow anyone to step on me, i refuse to tolorate injustice, it means i have courage and strength to allow myself to be me, so try to stomp on me, douse my inner flame, squash every ounce of beauty i hold within. You won´t succeed. And if that makes me a bitch then so be it, i embrace the title and i´m proud to be a BITCH!

Delete

Computer's data can be delete easily..
After we pressed the delete button, the data will gone..
Easy and Fast..
How good if our brain do have a delete button ..
pressed and it will GONE....

everything will start again..
**Dandelion, just romance with distilled water.. =) **

Saturday, June 27, 2009

friendship forever

好朋友是自己在外头找回来的亲人
Best Friend is relative that was found by our own at somewhere.. ``

A friend is just not someone
To whom you say "Hello"

A friend is a tender shoulder
On which to softly cry

A well to pour your troubles down
And raise your spirits high

A friend is a hand to pull you up
From darkness and despair...
When all your other "so called" friends
Have helped to put you there

A true friend is an ally
Who can't be moved or bought
A voice to keep your name alive
When others have forgot
But most of all a friend has a true heart
For from the hearts of friends
There comes the greatest love of all!
[[A Friend Is Always SpecialBecause Friends Love YouJust Because You're You!]]

I LOVE MY FRIENDS !!!

我没有错 + 如果我变成回忆 = 好听

我没有错

我坐在咖啡店
落地窗的前面
雨水洒满整条街
和人们的脸
钢琴的黑白键
搭配过的和弦
我们的爱情
什黱和弦
是我太伤悲
还是城市太灰
这样的台北
还有什黱好留恋

没有错
是我自私的举动
给我借口
让我这次能够彻底的放手
让我走
别让我更痛苦的过
不让你伤的更重
i'll always always love you so

你表情好憔悴
强颜欢笑的脸
你那哭红的双眼
让我好心碎
我愿意让你飞
不再对你留恋
别让我成为你的侧脸
是我太伤悲
还是城市太灰
这样的台北
还有什黱好留恋

没有错
是我自私的举动
给我借口
让我这次能够彻底的放手
让我走别让我更痛苦的过
不让你伤的更重
i'll always always love you so

伤得更重
伤得更重
也许我
没有离开的理由
是我没用
无法守护著你
一直到最后
别回头
答应我
你会好好过
让我默念一万遍
i'll always always love you
love you so


如果我变成回忆

累了照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中不听话的
就停止了

听着呼吸像浪潮拍动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏
都难掌握

如果我变成回忆
退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体
拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你
人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己
如此狠心

如果我变成回忆
终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你
看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天
你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以
让他陪你
我不怪你

快乐什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的
最舍不得

如果我变成回忆
最怕我太不争气
顽固地赖在空气
霸占你心里
每一寸缝隙
连累依然爱我的你
痛苦承受失去这样
不公平请你尽力
把我忘记

如果我真得变成回忆呢?
你会带走那份留恋吗?

Thursday, June 25, 2009

=X

你不要走,好吗?

p/s :: too much thing gotta post.. stay tunned =)
and
。。。
Im GLAD Im STILL ALIVE
。。。
* ll po a.s.a.p *
我知道~我太任性了~

Sunday, June 21, 2009

不见了

有没有人能站在我的角度想一想?

你们只会说。。
那好,我也给不了你们承诺了~

对不起,我走了~
我把封锁自己的那把钥匙,
扔进大海,被鲨鱼吞掉了。
再也找不会一模一样的了,
就这样的,萧洒的离开了。

Saturday, June 20, 2009

puppy's mama

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH
EVERYTHING IS ENOUGH
JUST GET OFF OF MY LIFE
AND IM WALKING AWAY FROM YOU
YOU B-I-T-C-H
DONT MAKE ME SCOLD THE F*
do you know u suckS ?

Friday, June 19, 2009

beh TAHAN

哦买尬~~我的网址长霉菌了。。
太忙。。太忙了。。
何况。。没那个mood po..
太多太多事。。

那天和妹聊。。
咱们两,都举脚赞成。。
思想太成熟不好,会想太多。。
能单纯的。。就用尽你能单纯的权利。。
你并没错的!!

国际巨星尽然出现在我校,
你们这些还是回你们的地方。。
不如回荷兰吧!!
机会一次一次地给了,
不珍惜的后果就是酱。

我无话可说。。
我也不会骂。。

i Dont CARE and dont MIND
还有还有。。
我真得受不了。。

P/S : Thank-Q 是我的专用,你可否不要抄袭吗?
可能你的朋友会误以为我抄袭,但,你自己心知肚明。
谁才是Thank-Q的原创者!!
你不是不可以用,你用得越来越过分!!!
我没怪你,只希望你能有自己的style.
祝福你 =)
〓Thank-Q 〓
_copyrighted XN-y_

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

假期

放假,很享受。。
但付出的代价很大。
我却依然喜欢假期。。
=========================
没关系,我习惯了被抛弃~
答应你的,应该。。可以吧?!
我会勇敢的~~
—— 我把自己封了起来 ——

Saturday, June 6, 2009

有同感吗? I have .......

If i call not thee in my prayers
if i keep not thee in my heart
they love for me still waits for my love

要是我在祈祷中不呼唤你
要是我不把你放在心上你
仍然为了爱我而等待我的爱


Lest i forget them
they never venture to leave me alone

唯恐我忘掉他们
他们从来不敢离开我

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Express my feelings through songs

Dont go away_ by2

Looking through your eyes,
there's nothing to hide
And you're no longer mine
How could I survive when you say goodbye
Why do birds still fly up high?
Can't stop the tears from fallin'
We used to be so fine when you walked into my life
I tried to reach out for you just to be with you
My heart is breakin'
Don't Don't Go Away
Baby, don't you know, I miss you so.
Don't Don't Go Away,
I've never been on my own before.
Wooh…. Oh….
Can't you hear me just take me with you
So don't don't go away
Don't Don't Go Away,
Baby, don't you know, I miss you so.
Don't Don't Go Away,
I've never been on my own before.
So won't you feel my heartbeat once more

If i were a boy_Beyonce
if i were a boy even just for a day
i'd roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what i wanted
and go drink beer with the guys
and chase after girls
i'd kick it with who i wanted
and i'd never get confronted for it
'cause they stick up for me
if i were a boy
i think i could understand
how it feels to love a girl
i swear i'd be a better man
i'd listen to her
'cause i know how it hurts
when you lose the one you wanted

'cause he's taking you for granted
and everything you had got destroyed
if i were a boy
i would turn off my phone
tell everyone it's broken
so they'd think that i was sleeping alone
i'd put myself first
and make the rules as i go
'cause i know that she'd be faithful
waiting for me to come home, to come home
if i were a boy
i think i could understand
how it feels to love a girl
i swear i'd be a better man
i'd listen to her
'cause i know how it hurts
when you lose the one you wanted
'cause he's taking you for granted
and everything you had got destroyed
it's a little too late for you to come back
say it's just a mistake
think i'd forgive you like that
if you thought i would wait for you
you thought wrong
but you're just a boy
you don't understand
and you don't understand, oh
how it feels to love a girl
someday you wish you were a better man
you don't listen to her
you don't care how it hurts
until you lose the one you wanted
'cause you're taking her for granted
and everything you had got destroyed

but you're just a boy if i were a boy even just for a day
i'd roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what i wanted
and go drink beer with the guys
and chase after girls
i'd kick it with who i wanted
and i'd never get confronted for it
'cause they stick up for me
if i were a boy
i think i could understand
how it feels to love a girl
i swear i'd be a better man
i'd listen to her
'cause i know how it hurts
when you lose the one you wanted
'cause he's taking you for granted
and everything you had got destroyed
if i were a boy
i would turn off my phone
tell everyone it's broken
so they'd think that i was sleeping alone
i'd put myself first
and make the rules as i go
'cause i know that she'd be faithful
waiting for me to come home, to come home
if i were a boy
i think i could understand
how it feels to love a girl
i swear i'd be a better man
i'd listen to her
'cause i know how it hurts
when you lose the one you wanted
'cause he's taking you for granted
and everything you had got destroyed
it's a little too late for you to come back
say it's just a mistake
think i'd forgive you like that
if you thought i would wait for you
you thought wrong
but you're just a boy
you don't understand
and you don't understand, oh
how it feels to love a girl
someday you wish you were a better man
you don't listen to her
you don't care how it hurts
until you lose the one you wanted
'cause you're taking her for granted
and everything you had got destroyed
but you're just a boy



Apologise
I'm holding on your rope,
我似被你绑与绳索之上
Got me ten feet off the ground
悬于10尺之空
I'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a sound
聆听着你的言语,而我只能缄默
You tell me that you need me
你说你离不开我
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
却离我而去让我寂寞等待
You tell me that you're sorry
你说你真的对不起
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...
可你不知我早回心转意
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
对不起已经太迟太迟
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
我说过,已经太迟太迟
I'd take another chance, take a fall
我会寻找再次的机会,宁愿再次的伤害
Take a shot for you
再给你一次
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
如我的心跳一样离不开你
But it's nothing new
其实这并无新意
I loved you with a fire red-
我曾挚爱着你
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
现在变得如此澄蓝,而你却迟疑
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
一声抱歉犹如天堂天使的梵音
But I'm afraid...
但是我怕
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
你的抱歉太迟太迟
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
我说过现在太迟太迟
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
你的抱歉太迟太迟
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
我说过现在太迟太迟
It's too late to apologize, yeah
你的抱歉太迟太迟,耶
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
我说过现在太迟太迟
I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...
我的心悬在你为我捆绑的离地10英尺的绳索之上

_The END_

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

塔克 TAG

幸福點點名遊戲規則回答下列問題,並貼到自己的網誌or報台寫完後,自己多加一個問題然後傳給十個人,可以點被點過的人,被你點到的人你要去跟他說,我點到你了。寫完後去跟點到你的人說「我寫完了」不可以不寫喔,不然幸福就會跑掉喔~


1. 我的大名 : Kok Xin Yi RACHEL
2. 我的生日 : 9th January
3. 誰傳給你的 : Dar
4. 說出五個好朋友 : koyakoka members..[ngam ngam]
5. 生日想要得到什麼禮物 : cupcakes for my sweet sixteen
6. 近期開心的是 : trip to zoo n saw smtg XDD
7. 近期壓力大的是 : not sure xP
8. 未來想做什麼啊 : psycology
9. 有沒有喜歡的人 : shh..
10. 同學會要回去找老師嗎 : SURE ^^
11. 跟誰出去最幸福 : 我哥,我的帅哥,family,sister,koyakoka
12. 如果你的兩個好友吵架了 : =="
13. 跟情人出去最想去哪 :BEACH
14. 聖誕節要做啥 : count down XDD..
15. 最想跟誰過聖誕節 : Cousins
16. 有沒有起床气 : 100% got
17. 有幾個兄弟姐妹 : 2 sisters n a monkey
18. 最喜歡的一首歌(女生的) : First Love & when u're gone
19. 最喜歡的一首歌(男生的) : Apologise
20. 喜歡什麼顏色 : purple, black
21. 上廁所會不會先沖水 : duhh..
22. 愛不愛我 : as my dar.. XDD
23. 喜歡男生還是女生 : u say lerr ??
24. 最想大聲說什麼 : DONT JUDGE MY LIFE!!!
25. 半夜敢不敢自己上廁所 : Sure..
26. 上廁所會不會脫褲褲 : abaden..
27. 誰很欠打 : 明知故问,做作
28. 現在很迷什麼 : 我的帅哥!!
29. 睡相很差 : who cares ?!
30. 現在的時間 :10.08pm
31. 是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人 :NO
32. 今天天氣 : Super hot..
33. 你懷孕了嗎 : lolx.. 好朋友准时报到
34. 你若中樂透最想做什么 : buy What i want.. LOL
35. 大學生一定要玩的活動 : All kinds of activity.. go ahead laa..
36. 你想你的“白马王子”会是怎样的人 : 酷中带点可爱,体贴

被我点到的人。
本小姐决定不点。
但朋友,你要做也行。。

-是誰傳給你這份問卷的 : Dar
-你們認識多久呢 : 真实认识 half year..
-你覺得他(她)對你來說很重要嗎 : .....
-你與他(她)的關係是 :。。。。。 朋友以上,恋人未满
-請問他(她)的興趣是 : bully XP
-你覺得他(她)的個性如何 : lyk tat lorr..
-他(她)在你心目中是幾分 (10分) : 8.5 gua
-睡覺前第一件事 : close my eyes
-起床前第一件事 : open my eyes
-你的偶像是 : my gor [YaLun]
-你喜歡的季節 : 4 seasons..haa..
-你打工過嗎 : consider Yes
-打工次數 : once
-你想去的國家 : Japan,Taiwan,Korea
-你常笑嗎 : yaya.. 38 de
-去玩時喜歡一個人去嗎 : NOpe..depends
-是假日時你都睡到幾點 : c wat time i slept lorr
-今天的天氣是(晴 雨 陰): Sunny
-朋友和情人你會選擇 : both =)
-機會和命運你會選擇 : Chance..
-這問卷多不多 : not relli..
-要怎樣才能讓自己過的好一點 : study smart.?!
-喜欢吃什么 : sushi..CHOCOLATE..ice-cream..apple
-喜歡吃冰嗎 : SURE
-現在幸福嗎 : not relli ==
-最在乎哪幾個朋友 : koyakoka , sunny & dar
-房間裡最重要的東西是什麼 : BED & my pillow
-最常夢到什麼 : lame
-男人精神出軌要不要原諒他 : depends
-你认为人生的意义是什么 : ENJOY
-你知道吗?(看你们怎么回答!) : not interest to know
-什么时候最讨厌我 : ==
-向往出世抑或入世 : ??
-你喜欢吃什么蛋糕? : YAYA^^
-请问这个游戏可以停止了吗 : wan stop den stop..dun ckp banyak2
-喜欢沙丁鱼吗^^?: i prefer salmon
-谁是你的知己? : 4000 n goh
-IQ/EQ哪一个比较高? : lol..
-電腦还是手機? : both =)
-比较喜欢睡觉还是玩? : depends
-Friendster 还是 Facebook ? : BLOG
-现在最希望什么? : Straight As
-是否喜欢学业? : duhh
-会向喜欢的人表白吗? : 我是被动的
-爱自己吗? :SURE.. 101%


〓FINISH〓

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

沉默

啊~我真得伤到你们伤痕累累~
对不起。。我只能说:我是个坏人。。
有些事情,我答应了。所以我需要承诺。。
我和你的事,我也不想那样的。。
确实发生了某某事,答应了不说。。就是不说!!

我依然在乎你,但我选择不说。。
我依然关心你,但我站远远的。

对不起`直到现在。。
我还选择 沉默

你能答应我,再次为自己开心,而不是我吗?好吗。。?
记得我所说的。
p/s : This post for two person that I had HURTed..
Im sorry..
I  MISS YOU

OMG.. STUNNED

Did She said she dont want to chat??
She's just busying updating blog..since they told to ..
And wat had u promised juz now ,b4 goin tuition?? think abt it.. TT
do u know wats her feel??
Can you just think about her feelings. once ??
She needS to BE calm right now !!!
S

掰了

可以不爱了。真得没了~
我受不了那样。
花朵开了 谢了 还是会开。。
我们开了 谢了 就不能开了
花辫就酱随风,向蒲公英
堕落到无人岛,重新开始
回不了了--地说 *绞脑*


一张双人床,只能睡两个人
硬要三人挤,谁都会不自在
所以我选了属于我的 单人床


好戏介绍
  • 366 の 约定 Threads Destiny [超想看的]
  • Angels & Demons
  • Night at the Musuem 2 [好看,超好笑。那天看了]

_补写_ the late one ❤

今天是我爱你~啊520

一早去到学校,
每天必做的事
仰望天空 [我习惯了]
每天日复一日,可让我心情好噢!!
你们不妨也试试看。。
可忘掉烦恼。。
记得我说的:‘没什么事过不了~为自己笑吧! 加油咯 =)

今天的天空很美。
蓝中带点红。
层次的感觉~
彩霞列~ 漂亮

天啊~看到彩虹列~
哇。第二次看到完整的,有头有尾。。
*充满希望*

绿
你有在那观赏吗?
-今天天空好美-
-啊,忘了许愿-
*彩虹,替我祝福*

对,520,你们也要幸福哦~ 祝福你们

20/5/2009
歆瑜