哭过就好了

不喜欢怀疑什麽
并不表示我 没有感受
看你微妙的变化
慢慢不同
我不是生气 只是心痛
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最讨厌被误会了
但越解释越觉得难过
你可以说人会变
但不能说
你会这麽做 是我的错
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哭过就好了 伤都会好的
这样相信所以深呼吸着割舍
爱是为了拥抱 为了牵手
不是为了争吵 为了调头
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哭过就好了 痛都会走的
记忆有限
所以它会淘汰坏的
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失眠听歌 想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了
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越多美好堆叠的过往
想忘就得推倒更大的悲伤
要找勇气却不在口袋或手上
但它一定在我身上
某个地方
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哭过就好了 痛都会走的
记忆有限 所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌
想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了

^^!^^!^^!^^!^^!^^!^^!^^!^^!

I want to fly but couldnt find wings,

you came along and change everyhing.

=*(

Dec

Here I am again.

Lazy busy.

27.11.09

I went timesquare with Jam, Carmen , Heng Huei.
Ya. Its TS again.
After the date, I went for NEW MOON.
Omg.. * Jam, no doubt, I dont like Jacob anyway.*

I love ALICE sooo much =)

New Moon was awesome.
Spend some time to watch i.
but make sure you watched Twilight.


28.11.09

Happy birthday to Jam and Gen.

May wish come true.

=)

* post our pic nxt time ya *

* In a rush*

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Went back to Klang for some wedding ceremony.
My sis is goin to marry. =)
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Ya. cheer for her.
I went there to prepare something for her wedding.
Next week will be.
I am soooo not free.
I almost sleep at midnight over there.
Around 2 or 3am.
I had a girl's talk with sisters and cousins. and oso yamcha till lately. XP
Lol.
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30.11.09
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I went Sir tuition for replacement.
Omg, I keep on miss the lesson.
How if i dnt know to solve hose darn diff add-math question?
plan to return those novel to wisma.
I forgot it close on Monday. =="
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1.12.09

Yippi X) Its December
I will goin to redo my IC.
My IC dont have my details at all. TT

慧思

原来是给我的==“


哈哈，还以为你没把我当朋友了。

说什么放假了，没朋友的瞎话。。


原来一场误会。
又没注明给我嘛。。

~林慧思~=

谢谢你啦=）=

每次都那么挺我。

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千言万语，

败过一句。

我能认识你真好！

爱你哦 xoxo

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Hey, listen here.
I will always be there for you.
I wont walk far apart from you.


We stay so near.
One day I might visit your house. =)
Wait for me.
Thank-Q, my friend.

* you make me so touch*

nearly burst in tears.

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Honey Jam,
please be tough. =)
Everything will go better.
Im here for you. Always~
XY & WY ears,shoulders are here.
cheer. love ya.

imissyousomuch.

结局

毕竟这不是童话故事，也不是连续剧`偶像剧什么的
现实中不会有完美结局,happily ever after 的。

挫折，是唯一往美好结局的路

逆境，往往都是人的生活导师

Christmas

偶然发觉

圣诞又要到了。

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我很期待
我很开心
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我很喜欢圣诞。
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最顶峰的那颗心，
在我手掌心里耶 X).
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Santa Claus is coming to town

Santa Claus is coming to town

Santa Claus is coming to town

Santa Claus is coming to town

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Yay ~!!

Santa Claus is coming to my house. ^^
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One more month till Christmas Eve.
Lets count down for it.
Cant wait for the celebration.

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hohoho~~~

Merry Christmas.

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santa, Im always a good girl.

make me a wish

=)

答案

他们说，

有些问题没有答案

别那么固执一直问

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其实呢

很多时候，

所谓的找不到答案

其实不是因为没有答案

而只是因为

虽然有个答案在那里

但是你不敢取触碰它

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** OMG,

i miss my primary sooooo much =)

I went back today.

To accompany my bro for his standard 1 orientation thgy.

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I walked to 6 Jasmine.

I miss them, the gang.

The shopaholic gang.

I miss our midvalley too X)

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I cant go for the reunion =="

Going for wedding dinner. **

wuwu~~

imissyousomuch.

好听

空白白的我的心会一碰就碎

只有你才能给我一次的欣慰

你是无形的伤口

你平白的咬一口

再多的爱也不够

都不够都不够

超完美伤口

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我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂

我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘

曾为他相信明天就是未来

情节有多坏都不肯醒来

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我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望

我的心深深伤过却不会忘

我和他不再属于这个地方

最初的天堂最终的荒唐

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如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢

伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗

曾经依靠彼此的肩膀

如今各自在人海流浪

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如果还有遗憾是分手那天

我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来

若那一刻重来我不哭

让他知道我可以很好

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谁拨动了青春的那根琴旋。

谁又让寂寞如影相随

那年我们一起悲伤，

有过甜蜜，也曾惆怅

那时相聚却即分离

当记忆路过往事，

原来爱的勇气还在

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记忆是厚度，也是背负

当生命路过青春，当青春路过爱情，

但爱情路过记忆，当记忆路过疼痛。

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爱不像风筝，

不能说收回来就收回来。

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如果爱像风筝

不放出去，便不怕收不回来。

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弄明白了。

爱是永恒的。

但，

我爱你，

永远不了。

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地下铁的风比回忆还重。

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19-21

我鸡蛋走路回来了 XD

我歆瑜很忙。

成天往外跑。

对，像慧思所说的 * 检讨*

好啦，

看看我的schedule.

19.11.09
Went school for remupe camp. =="
NEXT door S.U.C.K.S !!

Argh.. speechless to perasan.

20.11.09
Went meeting.
1st time reach school at 8.30am.
Since meeting starts at 9.30.
Im the early birds=)
After that went to PNM with Ern.
Since last time I visited was early year. Because of PMR project.

After that we planned to go Jam house, then go 小东方。
Got some people put our aeroplane laa =="
Then Ern ask wanna go Timesquare anot.
I answered her I can accompany her there.
Then we headed there.
We took Teksi to Chow Kit monorail station.
Finally I have the chance to lunch in *Eighteens Room *
OMG, ern.. remember how i taught you to eat the 小笼包？
haha X) damn funny ^^
After that We SnJ for Syiling presents.

Rush back to Gombak for Syiling's farewell party.
We were LATE.
We took monorail to Chow Kit then took bus.
We both doesnt know where was the place.
We just simply get up a bus.
Then started to call her since her primary school was just opposite Syiling's condo.
She said stop at 金水楼。A grren building.
Firstly i saw a fully green mamak house.
I told Ern..

" Eh.. the builidng.. you see.. FULLY GREEN !! "
" where? where? Eh... comcentrate on looking laa "

After a moment.. I saw A dark green builing. I said
" eh.. 金水楼 there"
" DOnt bluft me laa"

OMG.. she dont even look.. * believe me once laa *

Ring the bell and we hop off the bus.
Here we are. We stepped in our strager place.
We crossed the road and we walked into the path.
Wat a long one =="
And we finally reached!!..., around 5pm.

They gathered near the pool.
Took off our cloths and jump into the pool.
Jasper's voice was awesome with his guitar. =)

We sang Taylor Swift's song loudly.
The moment was touch.
Gave a hug and wish syiling good luck.
And i followed Vi's car home.

21.11.09
Today is Aaron's birthday.
After tuition.
My mum and I headed to Sungei Wang.
=="
Planned to go Sunday. since my cousin is joining us, we changed our date.

Ya. A shopaholic =="
As sual. bought alot of things XD.
Im broke !!

END

You lift my feet off the ground,
you spinned me around..
you make me crazier crazier..
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Kazumi lend me ..lend me XP

smile doesn't always mean happy
cry doesn't always mean sad
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I gave you my best smile ever during our last bye =)
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what is meant to be,it's meant to be
so you've found someone to replace me,
and i 'm glad.
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\what is over,it's over,
what is end,it's end.
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so we are over,our everything end.

For you

老友，我早就原谅你了。
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Pro Per ,
那天看到你，
你掉头就走。
知道你想忘了我啦。

本来有股冲动给你抱抱的，
想说可能都快离开了。
但，此总没有勇气。
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* 来不及说再见*
* 那我们随缘吧*
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倩，
你走了，我怎么办？
谁来安抚我？
那个假装很坚强，一直在逞强掩埋着fragile的自己？
你说我们一起转，就能一起了。
你又不是不知道我妈不喜欢S5啦。
要嘛就一起去CBN。
不然我们全部留下。
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Bern,
知道你要转。很久很久了
都阻止不了你，
要我们怎么好呢？
没关系。
你等我。
我可能也转去那间。
我们一起走吧~
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Goh

Its holiday already laa.Very boring ==" got novel? I finished mine ady. argh!!Now watch drama..I rewatched 花样少男少女（哦卖尬，我的帅哥依然那么帅） and 黑糖玛琦朵, watch 古灵精探B and 宫心计.

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Jam,
真得不能心软。
Appreciate those that miss you hardly.
Dont miss those that dont even look into your eyes.
__ late for everything.
If there is once, it definitely will have the second time.
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Kazumi,
没想到他们都是14 ==“
我们摇醒你，
是应该的。
是时候了。
节哀顺便吧XD
至少你们是好朋友。
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Huisi,
你在哪里？
我需要你
我想念你！
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* 我们不要想太多*

*爱背叛，就让他们吧*

*被误会，随便他们吧*

原来，朋友不信任。

可以改变很多的。

就因为不信任。

原来，我可以很快乐。

如果我没有转牛角尖。

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schedule Nov

Here I am.

Blogging now.

Im tired lazy to blog these few days. ^^

okay. mtg much to say. Look at my schedule XD

Too much activity, I just remembered last Sunday oly..

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Have a date in Sunway Pyramid.
Went there around 12.30pm and reached home at 11pm.
haha. Im a shopaholic.=)
I love blouse in Kitschen.
Have dinner in papparich.

Skate? not tat day.
I ll skate every year's Christmas eve. yay!!
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Went school for training.
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101109

Happy Birthday, Bernice =)

May wish come true.

koyakoka forever

went steamboat in hometown at night.
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Had a rest before tournament.
still went school.
Form3 had a cooking without gas activity.
Prefects gang were there.
JOin them XP
Cook meat,sotong,salad,brownies.
Delicious. =)
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Went tournament in SMK taman bukit Maluri.
1st game with Raja Abdullah.
2nd game with SBU.
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* sry dint perform well in the game *
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Went tournament oso.
1st game with MGS.
2nd game with Padang Tembak.
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TBM have so many chinese.
They sang chinese song in the assembly. wow.
I ll be chop down if i did it in TGS. =="
THey dance well too XD.
niaaa... I want to transfer to TBM..
I must be crazy. So DAMN far.
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Finally, our date came true.
haha. went MC.
saw smtg, heard smtg. OMG. disgusting!!!
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*Pls dont do tat in the public*

*do you know what is SHAME? *

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Okay, its 14 again=="
Went Timesquare with team-mates after tuition..
Had a movie. 2012.
yea.. Finally i watched.
I waited for so so so so so long =)
We went there around 11.30am.
THen Shin lined up already.
I searched for her.
The queued was so long.
And left 5pm movie ( 1st row oly)
or 6.10pm, (2nd row oly)
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So we choosed the 1st row. Not bad laa.
Still can see. Burst in the cinema.
The F girl act like Paris Hilton. keep hugging her dog.
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okay. Thats all. Now its school holiday for TGS form 3 student.

HOORAY and.................... BORED!!

4000 hse

Now in 4000 hse.

going steamboat to celebrate Birthday.

=)

Add oil for Blitz tomorrow.

GAmbatte !!

051109

很有意思哦^^

不要把自己埋在陈旧的记忆里，
也不要让自己陷入痛苦的泥沼中，
改变是人生所不可避免的，
你所能做的最佳选者就是接受它。
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A word can make anything happen or everything different
What u had promised, u have t0 d0 it...
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but sometimes people will forget it easily.
because they cant fulfilled them. or even they addicted to others.

no doubt.
Life still have to move on.
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repeating my lifestyle days and days.
quite bored laa... wat to do?
PMR come back?
yea. Frankly, I hope so. =)
I have my own reason. Im not mad.
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Today dint went to school.
Didnt went for training.
still convince my mum let my join the competition.
Next week will be.
Nothing will happen.
I will be careful.
Just let me go will do.
My eyes okay abit jor.
Put the ti ta jau whole night.
Ate the stu medicine =="

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有些东西，

想开后，

并没有想象中的那么不舍。

与我若只如初见何须感伤离别

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回忆总让人浑身不自在。

有名给你叫歆瑜，

一定克服得了的。

no worries =)

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Now i realised,

We called this as friends.

No consolation

No concern

No care

No love

原来这叫做朋友。

所谓的朋友

请别对号入座。谢谢

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okay. Please dont be scared ya ^^





opps, Im late for halloween XP





The ball hitted my eyes again. ( and was from the bat)
This time more serious.
Ya. see the pic and you will know.

* Sorry I put your aeroplane *

I spent 3++ hours in General Hospital.

I was sent by Miss Wong and accompanied by OE and Mayne.

Then my dad arrived the hostipal around 11am.

X-ray>>>>>>>>>Farmasi.

Luckily X big deal. I was so terrified that I will be blind.

It happened like this.

BANG !!

I closed my eyes when the ball hitted me>>>>>>> 10 seconds after I reopen my eyes.

I shout and said " I still can see!" Team-mates laugh.

They worried more than I do. Some almost cried. LOL. :)

everyone squeeze in Bilik Sakit later.

Everyone came and visit me. Thank-Q.

Later on, Miss Wong said need to go for a check-up.

Then Pn. Halfah came.

The first word she said : "Oh, ni prefect ohxx.. "

I was lyk ==" swt

Then she keep asking whether got feel dizzy .this and that.

* It is just an incident.

No ones fault. Every game will have it own risk.

Dont blame yourself again, okay?

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"有几天你没收到他的信息，不代表他草稿里没有。。"

+原来我的draft里有save很多=="+

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"他晚上不关机可能是因为你。。 "

+我已忘了最后关机是几时TT+

明明可以忘了的曾经，却不是曾经的回忆

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有再多的牵挂都已没有权力表达
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我想念的，

只不过是想念一个人的滋味。

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[SHE- 你最近还好吗]

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是不是也在思念里挣扎

你说会记得我还记得吗

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[ Khalil Fong - Ntg will change my love for you ]

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If I had to live my life without you near me

The days would all be empty

The nights would seem so long

With you I see forever oh so clearly

I might have been in love before

But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young

And we both know they'll take us

Where we want to go
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Hold me now

Touch me now

I don't want to live without you

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Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You ought know by now how much I love you

One thing you can be sure of

I'll never ask for more than your love

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Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You ought know by now how much I love you

The world may change my whole life through

But nothing's gonna change my love for you

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If the road ahead is not so easy,

Our love will lead the way for us

Like a guiding star

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I'll be there for you if you should need me

You don't have to change a thing

I love you just the way you are

So come with me and share the view

I'll help you see forever too
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