311009

Really beh tahan those people laa.
LAMEmos are around.
Perasan lyk hell.
Just cant believe.
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Sorry to say,

I dont care ANYMORE.

yay, cheer for me.XD
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p/s:

*4000, trust your feelings, will do =)

*ern, let it go, will do =)

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to me :

when a dog bark to a girl, will the girl bark back?

Dont even listen to the dog.

Everything is going better.

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will do (Dont think+forget it+let go= FINE)
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* you are not welcome here *

* you are not welcome here *

* you are not welcome here *

*please get lost*

*please get lost*

*please get lost*

好心啦

闭嘴吧

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不懂就闭嘴。

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怪你？

从来没有。

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朋友？

哈哈。

你从来没当过。

升级不好玩的。

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反正你那么自以为。

你就继续吧。

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原来，

我电话的drafts还存着没发的无聊信息。

终于肯delete XD

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死人番茄，

害我少睡半小时。

死命找我聊 =="

没关系，

你幸福就好=）

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六月的头发

我总于剪了

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六月的时候

不该剪到那么薄

错误的选择

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六月的那个决定

也是错误的选择

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不该就是不该

拒绝不就好吗？

干麻心软啊==“

笨就笨

没得救

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要比赛了。

咱们加油吧=）

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我可以的。

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yay, Tmr jamuan XD

Jamuan kles & jamuan pengawas.

Food, here i come. XP

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挫折难不倒。

回忆就慢吧。

我一定可以的~

YEs..

271009_2

真的很无言。

心情，没两样。

可以，不痛苦。

Simply write the poem or lyric. anything.
* broken english laa *

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^ When Im 15 ^

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When Im fifteen

Dont say I love you to me

It will mean everything to me

You know you are not forever

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When Im fifteen

You spelled F.O.R.E.V.E.R. to me

Dont kiss me thru the phone

And I definitely gonna miss you

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When Im fifteen

Dont hug me tightly

You know you'll leave

So better stay apart

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When Im fifteen

hold my hands nicely

bees are moving no-where

You afraid the"bang" from me

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When Im Fifteen

Rain drops gracefully

Here comes the r a i n b o w

Behind the umbrella

We're smiling to each other.

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When Im fifteen

memory rythem start playing

Do Re Mi,

Fa the So touching notes

collect the keys and dont let it run

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And now Its the end of my fifteen

I know its just a lie.

Too late for the apologise.

Its just my only ever-changing moment.

♥ We are just fifteen.♥

271009

No place needed =="

Everywhere bongkak-ing. damn.
Trained for the whole day.
tired lyk hell .urgh~!!

Prefects have selling thgi.. (jualan)
gosh..
zha the hashbrown till ...... errr..... *speechless*

Aiyoyoyo...

Planned to interview.

but why the popular dont employ us =="

they just need 16 above?!

I need a job !!

I NEDD A JOD right NOW. !!!

I just NEDD A JOD right NOW. !!!

Who need workers? promoters? salesgirl?

CALL ME.

CALL ME.

Im ready for it =)

ntg special 24.10.09

我的慧思啊~~
谢你啦~~
要幸福，知道吗 ？
他不容易找的咧~！！
珍惜，要好好珍惜。 =）

Chated in MC almost 2 + hours. .
LOL ^^ not enough time to chat.
Lack of time. Im in a rush =(
nvm.. next saturday, V ll have a date again.
Yea.

（Part of it oly)

我多high你都陪我疯
我耍冷你笑到头痛
( We oways gaga in tuition X), and guys ll be mad )

我倔强难过不讲但你懂
( you always give me opinion, and console me )

一句话就帮我想通 ( Yupe )
一拥抱感动不言中
一相信未知的潜力都汹涌

你欢呼分享我奋力一搏的光荣
你拍手提醒我不停作梦别怕白日梦


你将心比心是最佳听众
你给的建议总超级有用

你保守秘密是最佳听众
你讲的实话能逼我振作

很少说谢谢但我爱你就像你爱我

在半夜找你去打球
大雨里骑车去兜风

我失恋她能是我的朋友
太臭屁你会把我投
太压抑你在我也有

太伤心你毫不留情等候我
你欢呼分享我奋力一搏的光荣

yay.

thank-Q Huisi spending the whole afternoon with me.

Remember what I have told you.

okay?

I know you can do it de laa.

I will always be there for you.

im always your refrence. =)

Meet ya on our birthday. !!

♥♥ Friends forever ♥♥

Luv ya XOXO

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Hey hey. Its your birthday.

So, happy Birthday ya, YC`

HAppy 19 Birthday =)

生日快乐

selamat hari Jadi .

may wish come true.

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251009,

Happy Birthday, my besty=4000

H A p p y 15 B i r t h d a y

生

日

快

乐

=)

selamat hari Jadi .

happy birthday to you

you born on 94

with the koya and the koka

happy birthday to 4000

+ may wish come true +

sick

Yay.. I have to take care.
Everyone is caring for my health.
LOL.
Thank-Q anyway.=)

You guys msg made me sweet.

You guys made me feel That Im not alone.

You guys made me know what are friends.

Yippe. Thx X)


** Sry, prefects.
I not goin for the genting trip.
My mum ll chop me down if I follow.
Although I know It is cheap. RM35 oly XD
(include snow world,believe it or not,out&in door....)

** sry jam, Kazumi
cant go yam cha with you both =(

** sry sofbol team
Didnt go training =*(

ARGH.

I HAVE TO GET WELL SOON.

But.....
but.....

I woke up at 2am.

Vomited for 4 times.

cirit-birit for 3 times,

Conclude is I didnt sleep at all.

Everything is spinning. Dizzy laa.
Shit mannn. !!

** Tmr have a date with HS. **

long time didnt share secret jor. =)

Tomorrow lets explode our secret loudly. XP

Huisi... everything C H A N G E D !!!

211009_2

“Sometimes people put up walls,
not to keep others out,
but to see who cares enough to break them down.”

by, HuiSi blog

I really do tot i let it go already.
I really do.

yay~
do you really think it is easy to smile to you guys eventhough Im not really smiling?!

Please laa. Just leave me alone.
You wont know the suffer I had before.
Now and the past.
You never know.

让我活得宁静点，好吗？

你不懂我的痛苦。

你不懂这的背后。

真的，
无意中。

回忆，
被狂风掀起了面纱

回忆，
有时是种无形的痛。

这次，
我真的受伤了。

我很庆幸你的离开。

我不想做你的包袱。

别问为什么。

Never be sad for what is over,
just be glad it was once yours.

妈，

我准备好了。

没有遗憾了。

可以走了。

=）

别对我 ╬ 承诺 ╬ 永远，

在我词典里

不再有那两个字了。

Dont promise ♥ forever ♥ to me.

There is no such thing as forever in my dictionary, anymore.

我的永远，

其实不远。

211009

OMG, Sicking now,

I ll post my genting trip when i recover.
It was fun. 10 of us paint genting into red. XD

Sorry ya oe, oli , mayne.
Promise to go training today.
Planned to go act.
who call me so stu let my mum noticed that i sick =="

Yst reached home around 9.30+ pm. Rain heavily in genting, so just went home.
Reached home, bath and sleep without dinner. ( ate KFC for whole day)
and i was in a vomit situation.

now cold, headache, stomache and fever situation.
dying **

okay, beh tahan dy.

blog asap.

bye, =)

deepavali 09

Finally...

Finally...

Finally...

Finally...

Finally...

Im home. !

Here's my schedule. My Deepavali =)

15.10.09
Aft school, went movie with sis. (TSUNAMI)

16.10.09
Aft my sis's exam. Balik kampung. Again.
Used up half day to reach there.
Rain heavily. Stuck in the traffic. mudslide?

17.10.09
Still in kampung.. =="
eating my ice-cream in a FREEZE situation. XD
Then the 晚宴 started. Got the dunno wat 镖物 event.
The highest they gave the price, they ll own the thg.
LOL. 1 fok luk shao frm RM 468 can sell up to RM 2688.
FINE, their duit drop frm sky..=="

Aft the show, they keep giving me flower.
OMG, I dont need it laa.
Give your partner soul better.
Later they jealous XD

The blue pants guy is handsome. XD. but, he smoke. =="

18.10.09
Prepare to go back home.
bought alot of thgs.
They gave alot of thg's too.
Flower, vegetables, tomatoes and so so on.
Yay, I saw my lavender XD
yipii.. ~~
At 1st, they wrote lavender on the 勿忘我 flower.
I asked again the flower-keeper to ensure. She nodded and comfirmed again.
I pluck and smell it lorr.
I said, lavender doesnt look and smell lyk this.
then she was shocked and said yameh?!
LOL, a lavender-pro maa XD

TMD, WTH.

19.10.09
goin to MCdonald.
got some prefect stuff to do.

20.10.09
Yahoo...
GENTING, here koyakoka come XD

wait for me.
Gold kart, space shot, and marry go round XD

LOL, seems lyk aft pmr,
I am mch much busier.
No time for everthing.

And. yay. Olivia, Im mad.

Still thinking of PMR books. XD

LOL. who wanna go 九皇爷。
welcome to find me.
I ll accompany you XD
Im too free. =)

Lotus & Kristy,

Have a date okay?

aft sg wang, terus go 9 wang ye?

Alalala~~

Sofbol training gonna start.
Didnt move for 1/2 year.
gain alot of weight.
since I was lyk a princess in the house and school during the pmr session.
Its time for me to DIET.

December still gt wedding party to attend.

waiting for my gaun.

Just back home,

very tired.

Its time to rest.

Watch my drama.

ciaoz.

yahoo. XD

pic ll po upload asap. =)

misunderstood

竟然有人误会==“

天啊~~

写给那个人的，
却没有好好看。

不是写个那个人的，
却不懂怎么样........

OMG,

Im 101% normal.

Dont perasan .

Thank-Q

tsunami

Just came back from cinema.

That movie I watched with my sis was awesome

Burst in tears again
Cry like no one see.

( oh, in the cinema was dimn XD)

OMG, you guys have to spend some time to watch this movie.

damn great.

Thumbs UP =)

===== TSUNAMI ======

The storyline was very touching.

I like the last part.. THe divorced husband and wife, said sorry to each other and hug tightly when the 50 feet height tsunami finally came. They sent their daughter (jim-ni) *if not mistaken* to the safe place first. And they die of course.

The other part is the couple ( the guy dont know the girl actually )

The guy safe the girl when the girl drop into the ocean. THen they did the CPR while the girl still not awake.The girl bite back his lips XD lol.. The guy finally sacrifice his self and safe his love enemy. BIG sacrifice while he is a life-guard.................

...............................................................

Okay .. FINE, you guys better watch your self. if not, they sue me XPP

I recommended it .. It is really very very damn super duper GREAT.

Thumbs UP **

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如果，

真的。

mega-tsunami 来了，

我想。。。

我会好好对你说声对不起

我想亲口，

是第一次，也最后一次

说声 ♥ sarangheoyo ♥

♥♥ 141009 ♥♥

不知不觉

心平静了

一大早

风吹得很凉

原来是下大雨了

没上课

无敌的闷爆

原来我考完了

心疼了

不是滋味

看看日历

原来原来。。

今天是*10月14日*

10月14日

10月14日

10月14日

10月14日

10月14日

再次的，

在车上

望着天

想着海

去学校

无意中

记起了

今天是10月14日

对你而言，

没特别，对吧？

庆祝？

没什么好的。

礼物？

你给了一个美好的回忆

我还欲望什么呢？

最熟悉的陌生人，就好。

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

记忆无奈地被翻起了，

不停的旋转着。

可能你已忘了

又或者

你本来就不在意

10月14日，

今天就是了

还记得，

你总爱算算算

好像很期待的

还有剩多少天

现在，

今天，

已经是

10月14日了。

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

是你变了

你不再算了

你再不期待了

我也变了

我成长了咯
我学习独立了=）

原来，

是时候了

一直忙于考试

忽略了情感

试我考完了

我终于勇敢地面对了

我高傲抬起头了

面对那本来就不是我，

那个fragile的歆瑜

哈哈，我没事了拉。 =）

在朋友的陪伴下

我在搞笑

接着热闹

掩盖着心跳

努力地不想

*blink*

很可笑，

原来

我称不上爱你

我只是深深的喜欢你

虽然他们说

♥♥喜欢是浅浅的爱

爱是深深的喜欢♥♥

无可否认，

你真的潇洒走了。。。

你潇洒的走了。。。

你离开了。。。

你走了。。。

走了。。。

你。。。

走 了。

时间久了

你的叮咛

不在我耳边响起

我不爱了

仅剩的

只不过

纯纯的

♥思念♥

10月14日，

是个平凡

最简单的

一天。

谢谢你给了我最好的结局

谢谢你让我又成长了一些

10月14日，

是个最美丽的结局

hang on, XinYi. =)

歆瑜！！！

不是吗?

说好的,

不提了,

怎么会？

好啦，

今天是10月14日。

我终于甘愿了。舍得了。

亲手画上个大大的句号 O

乌拉拉拉~

我自由了

值得庆祝

FACEBOOK 测验真的没有错，

15岁，

遇上自己喜欢的人

在6月。

不错一下。

不如写埋，

只限半年 xD

( Im just kidding )

好了，

真的不再写了

Everything is over.

Everyhing is going better.

specially thx to

• Koyakoka,
• 4000,
• Goh,
• HuiSi,
• Gen,
• Kazumi ,
• Jamie ,
• Lao you ,
• the long lost tomato ,
• Prefects
• and so so so on. XD

Thank-Q for consoling ..?! accompany =) yeah...

MY　 N. E. W. LIFE STARTS HERE

=)

God bless everyone.Im include.

11.59 pm,

1 more minute.

My 14th of October 2009.

Will be gone

F O R E V E R .

Bye,

my 141009.....

♥____________♥

OMG

Wat the hell is goin on?

Why everything i type , ALL gone?

gosh =="

What happen??

i save it already.

this thg DAMN no use laa TT.

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** YOU, yay, you!! you flower stop flirting around lyk a bitch. Fcuk OFF pls**

I know it is rude. ignore me this time ,

thx.

011009.2

011009. I save as draft.

I post it now.

=)

http://xny-vivacious.blogspot.com/2009/10/011009.html

aft pmr

Yay.. Its over.

Took off the PMR flag..

And we shout HOOrAY..

♥♥ F R E E D O M ♥♥

Hang out with ♥♥ koyakoka ♥♥ yst after our last chinese paper.

reached back home at 10pm.

XD.. almost 16 hours didnt back home .hahas. who cares?!

Plan to go Oli's hse.. The forgetful one, didnt bring her hse key. accidentally took her granny house's key ==" LOL.. later went Bern's hse. As wat she said.. MESS with books. Everywhere also got books. Then we bath, eat snacks ( we ate all her biscuits) ,watch drama. Then, ITS TIME FOR STEAMBOAT ^^ wii~~

Walk to the restaurant. Then suddenly .......... Here they SHOUTed.. AHHHHHH !! because there is a huge dog. LOL. especially Oli .. shout lyk mad. As usual, koyakoka_ the noisy one. XP

We are the 1st customer in the restaurant. Then we start to eat. owwww. I burned my finger by the fire boiler. Ended up a blister. eiiiiiww.. TT

After steamboat. Next station. MAMAK. =)

Lol.. GOh was damn funny. Koyakoka was afraid of CAT. haha.

koyakokaS,remember that incident?

OMG, i didnt heard wrongly. Bern brought me to the road. Keep pulling my bag while we crossing.Scared i dont know how to cross.. ==" And I fell down, in the middle of the road.FINally. Luckily It didnt bleed. XDD Actually is the land problem laa. Dont blame yourself, okay?

Plan to go yam cha with Huisi , Gen. They put my aeroplane. =="

Huisi at Timesquare now since her mum asked her not to go out at the late time.While The stella maris girl have to study for exam. Aint after pmr?! ahaha.. I understand laa.

I also tired. So our date been posponed to thursday .=)

(+ NO MORE PMR +)

I marked almost all the objective papers.

LOL. satisfy? erm.. ya..for sej XD

my BM.

my Sc 2.

my KH.

Please be good ya ^^

1st

OMG...

!st day after PMR..

bored lyk hell =="

In school now.. boring boring boring the whole day ~~

Later post others when back home. =)

Stanley-kh

Mr Stanley..
Mr Stanley..
Mr Stanley..
Mr Stanley..
Mr Stanley..

why the answer you gave all wrong de?!
argh!!
my kh~~
my kh~~

Here I come..
wait for me.
better treat me nicely ^^

3 more papers to go !! XD

2 more subjects to do XP

1 more day to suffer =)

Yipppiiiiiiii~~!!

woohooo XD

wii~~

okay, gtg study.

ciaoz

It is a game

We had a bet.
And i lost it.
The moment he left.
This is just a game.
Im over confident on it.

* ECAEP *

You can do whatever you want towards me.

I LOST..

eh, this is our secret. dont try to burst it out. okay?

You promise not to give up, but you shout Stop on it.
okay, It is just a game.

*噢唛尬，我的老友。要离开了。TT*

Just let me,

Im still in the process..............

=) =) =)

yeah. hark-workING.

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.

.

.

.

everything will be fine, asap.

do i have the right to miss you ?

021009，我不希望你看

[沉默是最美の声音， 眼神是最真の语言]

我看见了，
你悲怜的眼神

我感受到了，
你一万个不舍

我体会到了，
你是被遗弃的

我是知道的，
你想把我忘了

我该是时候，
放弃不舍得了
暂时的离开这

我绕大了圈，
你是受害者
我是制害者

但到头想想
原来我们
都有错。
不够坦诚，
坦白......

心，

。

。

。

。

。

。

。

。

。

。

。

。

。

。

。

。

在淌血着

。。。。。。

不好的回忆

真诚对你说声抱歉

Yet, 我们美好的有更多

哒，谢谢你.. Thank-Q =)

这次你选择离开了
便不再想见了
可能，
此际的你
活得很快乐
所以我不想再去打扰


这次你离开了
给这世界
在这冷清的世界里
我仍然会孤独的走着
那条未完成的路

[或许那一次の错过，可能是永远の失去]

想你的心情
似乎越来越浓
就让其他思绪暂时靠边站
只愿此刻拥有你的影子

有些情感，缘已尽了，我就别耿耿于怀

Sorry I had hurt your friend.

KK,TM,G CC,J,J .......

Im sorry .

I wrote everything here.

I hope you wont see it .

Just let it be.

他们说，

男人哭了

是因为爱了。

女人哭了

是因为放了

* While posting, Finally I burst in tears =( *

I can

I can

I can.

Im okay. thx =)

祝你，

幸福快乐

郭采潔 - 又圓了的月亮

郭采潔 - 又圓了的月亮

他走了

我的灯

一直亮着

门关紧了

但眼泪不会锁

该好了

可是心还是痛的

说过了几千次算了

又想像可能会复合

我表面似乎痊愈了

某部份却像残废了

又圆了的月亮

照亮我隐藏的倔强

提醒我去化妆

把以后活得更漂亮

又圆了的月亮

说改变会带来成长

旋转的地球上

没有人能不动站在

一个地方

梦醒了

像旅行都结束了

纪念品呢

谁粗心弄掉了

到哪了

做什麽

是否记得相机里两个人闹着

让微笑美过了夜色

没有他

以为该静默

但世界一样在唱歌

旋转的地球上

肯转身

总有新故事

值得盼望

用原谅

去遗忘........

我不后悔被你爱过。。

只是后悔没爱到最后。。

如果真的有下辈子。。。

我宁愿自己受到伤害。。。

也不要让你受到任何的。。。

伤痛。。。

by HS =)

♥Friends Forever ♥