Fuck!
I never once be a 100% child.
Im never be the 100% daughter no matter how hard i work for it.
compare to my sisters and brother, they will be much more easier.
Forever I kena kao kao.
for them, they will know Ill be there to protect them.
I never once be a 100% friend,
Ya right. I betrayed our conversation to her and you thought that they hate you for now on.
No, they didnt.
I never knew I shared something to her and caused me losing my best friend.
The past we go through,
everytime i thought of, it always make me cry
everytime i see our photos, the action the attitude we used to do, It make me wanna cry.
Do you still remember, the pear that we simply drop dowm fram a bus and bought from the fruit stall?
Do you remember the green house that we used to passby to go for her farewell party?
I never once be a 100% pro pre,
I never solve the problem nicely.
Mistake from me. careless-ness from me.
I didnt expect it brings you so much of tears the day i left.
And do you know mine?
You will never get to know.
I will never tell
The reason that will never be say.
The hard decision that will never be describe.
The way the tears fall will never be tell.
I understand it will be the last greet,
Its okay. I think i understand.
You said never tell you bye.
Do you ever think that Im willing to?
Ya right.
Texting me that,
Dont try to find me if you cant find me.
NOT BAD.
This is God's plan, perhaps.Deep in the heart, I know you will never leave.Deep in my heart, I know I will always heart you.really, you're talented
to make me insane,
make my heart in pieces,
make my tears fall like no one see.
You said you're afraid to talk to me like we used to talk last time.
So do me.
Its so scary if i knew I had disturbed you.
Its not easy to carry out my courage to apologise to you.
It feels bad when we were silene in our conversaiton.
Im not putting the blame on who. Just Im not a 100% ones.
fuckmylife!
